So that is a joshua tree... it is a mix between a regular tree, a palm tree, and a cactus...or at least that is what jon and i decided. We got to the park on friday and man was it beautiful, and cold. Right away we set up camp and climbed a giant rock formation that we spotted. Turns out jon is a little afraid of heights and climbing so we had to kind of stop and wait for him...push him up the rock... as afraid of heights as jon is, spencer is the opposite! The kid is like a frickin billy goat prancing up the sides of shit! seriously i was in awe. All in all i had a lot of fun, met a bunch of cool folks, and didn't sleep a wink! It was so cold that my pillow froze, yeah FROZE! Last night it was so windy that our tent blew off the rods and just kinda whipped at us as we slept...not very effective shelter i would say...
Camping makes me miss him, especially camping with photography students and in such a rocky place. sleeping on my frozen pillow made me wish that he had been there to share a tent, he would have let me slip into his sleeping bag and sleep on his chest, or share his pillow. Driving home i called him because a birdie told me he had dropped some things off at the house, i felt like he was holding something back. I don't know what, or why. I can't help loving him, missing him. He meant so much to me, I can't just turn my feelings off now that they are here. I need a distraction, i need to get busy- find some other tasks to occupy my time. So that i do not have to spend as much time missing him, crying by myself.
I really want the new Tegan and Sarah cd... so good.
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