i am really scared. really really scared.
what if i come home to nothing. what if something happens to you. what if i miss my mom so much i cant stand it. what if somebody gets sick or hurt here. being abroad means i cannot come home to be with them. what if i hate it there. what if nobody likes me. what if i am not good enough to get into the accademia. what if i fail at this. what if this is a waste of time. what if you cant come visit. what if i get lonely at night.
every since i was little, i always worried about what if- or what with, what if my mom is not there to tell me what if everything is fine.
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oh little what with. don't worry what with the nail doesn't come; there's always the post office.
the point of that is... there is always another way.
it is super scary, but it will also be exhilarating. you are going to blossom in italy in ways that could never happen over here. you will have friends. you will get in to accademia. you will be brilliant. it will take time, it will take work, but you will always have us here to tell you that everything will be good and calm your what withs.
we love you sister. you are awesome. you will fabulous. be calm.
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