i didnt go to class today.
i feel like my insides are shaking all the time.
i am trying to be strong. i am trying to seem strong. i am trying to do the right thing.


all i can do is try,
i hope you are at the ocean. i hope the waves are crashing on you and that you feel good. i hope that you are happy.

i wish you would talk to me. i know it hurts, but you cannot imagine the pain you are causing me by ignoring me like you said you wouldnt, like you promised you wouldnt.