there is a cantaloupe in the outside fridge, i put it there.

i fell asleep late, i woke up early.

i can't take one more night of this. naps in the afternoon. i don't want to eat anything much right now. it's hard to be honest about these things, but i think i am done. i can't handle it anymore.

i am lonely, sad, and tired. but mostly i am lonely.

no amount of jelly shoes will make me less lonely.

i shaved my legs yesterday and i told myself it was for me, but truth is i was dying for someone-anyone-to touch them, because they're lonely too. 

if gas wasnt so damn expensive i would go for a long drive.