martedì 1 aprile 2008

lovingly let down

a place to be honest:
the truth is, it does hurt my feelings that you are going to make no effort to celebrate my birthday. that you never asked me anything about it. you will be gone the weekend before and the week after.i told you i didnt care if you went on vacation that next week, but i was not truly considering that you would also be on vacation the weekend before as well. No, i dont expect you to come and see me in long beach on a tuesday, i have work to do too. I just feel a little forgotten, especially after the huge stink that you made when you didnt think that your birthday would be recognized by us-though it was as usual. yeah i am used to not REALLY celebrating, but the complete neglect of the day is new to me and it hurts. i am sorry that when i asked you about it that you became frustrated, and then suggested maybe the 26th. the truth is that by then i really wont care at all and probably wont want to come home anyways. so the, "we'll see i dont know what it will be like then" answer that i gave you was honest, so i wish you hadnt been so hasty in writing in your notebook as though it was important.


AGH. the end






This is situation is stupid, and i am just being a babyhead.

1 commento:

Anonimo ha detto...

sister face... you are away at school that day, dude. it isn't personal, it's realistic.

the bummer part is that what would normally be celebrated on the weekend either immediately before or immediately after your birthday isn't possible because they'll be gone. i agree that is stinky.

i hate that it isn't during your spring break because that means you can't come here. i liked the sister birthday celebration tradition we had going.

find a show you want to attend soon and make that your par-tay. also, go out to dinner at a place with good food and make sure they know it is your birthday. they when they make a big deal out of it, smear barbeque sauce on your face with a napkin. it will be just like old tymes.

this is like the longest comment in the history of blogs. BLOG. it sounds like a frog noise. okay. getting nutty. love you poo face.