you took away some of my lonely.

even though i know rumors are a bust, my feelings are hurt(ego and id included).

and for this, among other things, i am an idiot.


it's odd for me to suddenly realize that i miss the feeling of a good hug. somebody important to me hugged me on saturday, more than once, and i found myself so much lighter inside- some of the lonely was gone.


i miss my good friends a lot lately, and i miss the feeling of knowing that you are loved-though that has been missing for quite some time now.

excerpts

"she was the kind of woman who held onto the past, her life a collection of artifacts"